48 hours smokeless...

fuck. today was really hard. i had a headache all day. i know it was nicotine withdrawal. i drank like eight bottles of water and had a steady helping of nutritious snacks all day. i had a good night of sleep and a nice cup of coffee in the morning. it had to be the fucking nicotine.

i was thinking the gum or the patch, but now i'm not sure that i want to subject myself to more doses of chemical goodness. two days down...

on another note, i saw erma as i walked to my car this evening. it's so fucked when you've reached the point where you're both glad to see her, and horrified at the same time. why is it like that? it's because just when you think you're finally even keel, something happens that invades your mind all over again. it's so sweet and so evil all at once. damn.

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Abby said…
if you make it over the 3-month hump, you're all clear. congrats on joining the quitting club. 2008 is g8.
1/05/2008 11:58 PM
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