she's in my head. the problem is, i know i'll never get her. and maybe that's really just my deep rooted low self esteem talking, but i'm not so sure anymore.
i've been fucking around too long and now i've slacked myself out of contention. someone else gets to hold her hand. someone else gets to write her lovely letters. watch tv and just couch all day.
i'm burned out and wasted. just another genius with nothing to show for it. so much to give, but no one to share with.
shite.
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where have i been? i've been cowering in cold air-conditioned rooms, thinking of this girl and singing dashboard lyrics like i wrote them.
she's a fire and she's got to me. and now i'm doing all that i can to keep her from sinking deeper into my mind.
"i think she's getting over me, but i just don't know if i want her to."