where have i been? i've been cowering in cold air-conditioned rooms, thinking of this girl and singing dashboard lyrics like i wrote them.



she's a fire and she's got to me. and now i'm doing all that i can to keep her from sinking deeper into my mind.



"i think she's getting over me, but i just don't know if i want her to."

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